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三爷,你在哪儿?  

2017-11-10 09:35:51|  分类: Me和三爷 |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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 三爷,你在哪儿?

 

  三爷,沉睡像一张湿乎乎的床单,将世界扑倒压在身下;三爷,这世界的黑暗啃咬我,像巨大的兴奋的吸盘,以它的百万游丝。我什么都看不见,但我还在坚持倾听,不知是否会听到有谁塞在或近或远的缝隙中,引向一个非现实的寥廓,另一个形态的我在那里遇到另一个形态的某人,我无法用指尖触摸,无法用羞怯的手臂拥抱。

  三爷,你现在何处?黑暗潮湿了我思念的洞穴,你被托举在洞中,离墙七米,离地二十三米,而我只想要一个毛纺的软垫,让我着陆在绝望的底部。

  沉睡的呼吸正漫出这个世界,三爷,世界映衬着静止了的噪音;我已成功地从中逃离,进入一种平衡,那永远在成为的状态,那进入我梦魇的孤独的平静之道。我知道你就在那儿,沉着从容,行板如歌,带着涟漪般的微笑,因为你有形而无肉身,你是一个有义的字而未被收入任何字典,一个拨给空无的号码;你是一座桥而一端被截断,一只既不配桨也不挂帆的船;你是一棵树似的梯子,我一直在爬,在树叶的阴影中傻乐。

  三爷,你是一个列表,一个清单,列着一个字、两个字、三个字组成的东西,我无法控制自己,不停地添加名目拓展你;我看不出自己能继续多久。

         2017119

三爷,你在哪儿? - 得一忘二 - 得一忘二

 (这是第一稿)


    Sanye, Where Are You?

 

  Sanye, slumber falls upon the world like a dank bedsheet, its darkness nibbling me with ten thousand filaments, like a huge excited sucker. I see nothing but keep listening for any soul near or far who may be as well tuck in a fissure that leads to a boundless expanse of unreality where another form of me might meet another form of someone I cannot touch with fingertips or hold with coy arms.

  Sanye, where are you now when darkness is damping the hole of my thought in which you are upheld twenty-three meters above ground and seven meters away from the walls, and all I need is a woollen cushion for soft landing on the bottom of despair?

  Sanye, the world brims with sleeping breaths now, against the stilled noise of the world from which I have successfully escaped into equilibrium that is forever a state of becoming, a way to my nightmare of solitary peace. I know you are out there, self-composed and andante cantabile with smile-like ripples because you are a form without a body, a word not in any dictionary, a bridge with one end cut off, a boat that comes with no paddles or sails, a number that dials to nothing, a ladder like a tree that I keep climbing, stupidly happy in the shade of leaves.

  Sanye, you are a list of single- two- and three-word things, and I just cannot stop expanding you, adding items, and I cannot see how long I can go on.

           Nov. 1, 2017

 三爷,你在哪儿? - 得一忘二 - 得一忘二

 (这是第二稿,其实第一第二稿都是在听课时写出来的;汉语版本是一个星期之后才写的)
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